The title of this blog is how I actually want to be, to be better. I want to be a better wife, mother, sister, daughter, friend and person. I think each day is now an opportunity for me to improve myself. Some days I may be successful at this and many days I know I won't.
In a marriage you need to constantly work on communication and understanding. I definitely need to work on these two things. As a mother I need to work on not being such a worrier. I need to be more present with E and not run through the list of my worries and concerns. I need to not obsess about his naps and getting him to nap in his crib (but I can't help myself). I want to not be so scared of what will happen to our bond once he goes to daycare. I just keep telling myself that we will make this work for our family and trust in the whole "change is good".
I just want to try and improve myself because I want to be the best possible me that I can. I want to make E proud of me as his mother and J proud of me as his wife.
E is 15 weeks old today and I can't believe how fast it is going. The first 8 weeks seemed to go by really slowly but these last 7 have flown by! I can't believe he is almost 4 months old. He's becoming more and more chatty and still loves his tongue. He is also really starting to explore with his hands and seems to enjoy tummy time a bit more than he did before.
Today has been a bit rough for him, he is just a bit cranky. I think this is due to the fact that it's getting more difficult for him to nap for more than 30 minutes. I wish there was some kind of magic tool I could use to help him link his sleep cycles. He would just feel better and more relaxed. I just keep trying to help him and hoping that someday it will work for him. Trying hard to be at my best for him. :)
This isn't the most interesting post but again, just a place for me to write down my thoughts.
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